What Am I Thinking Now?

Again, I want to go somewhere to think through what I’ve done.

What things those had been so wrong & put me in such uncomforted situation.

What am I thinking now?

I feel so down. I feel guilty for something I never done.

I know,

I don’t have to take any responsibility to something wrong that other person did.

You even can’t be responsible to yourself yet.

Think about your own needs is not an evil thing

You are not putting anyone else in any problem when you give an effort to fulfill your need…

In Chinese vocabulary, selfish means two things:

1. Doing something useful for you, give attention to yourself, love yourself

2. Evil things you do to other for your sake

We can’t get it together into one meaning. Actually I can’t remember exactly those selfish meaning in Chinese.

Give attention to you is not an absolute evil thing

Even

Give attention to you is absolutely not an evil thing…