Hi There!

Hi, I’m here again. Do you miss my posting? Well, it’s a long holiday now, after some hard things that I had to get done, but now it’s done. You know what? I think I’m not really enjoyed this free time. I know for sometimes when I get so busy I still complain. But I think I want to have something to get done.

I don’t know why I feel like I’ve become someone who never really struggle for what I want. It’s not about struggling for better score in my college or any kind like that, I just feel like I don’t need to chase anything. I don’t have more than I can see ordinary people have. It’s like a very easy life for me. I shouldn’t complain about it.

I don’t want to request myself to do something. I really like play my life in a very safe zone. Alhamdulillah…

Honestly, I feel like I life for Allah and then myself. I feel like I just need to wait for the time He calls me to another world. It will be a very long journey, I should prepare something. I’m not asking for some obstacle in my life. I want this kind of life forever. I want to always feel comfort and I want to always be able to say thanks to Allah for all He’s been given to me.

I know it’s just a selfish from my heart, that I want someone needs me but in the other side, when someone needs me for any time (we know it as dependency), I feel like I’ve been used up.

I want someone to ask me some help and someone who know my limit.