I Try...

I just give up with what people doing to me. I don’t know and I’ll never know do they really mean to do evil to me or they just never mean it? I just give it back to Allah. He knows people that really love me and really hates me.

Their loves and their hates is not my business, because I just have to treat people as nice as I can. I don’t need to revenge someone who doing bad to me as he or she did. That won’t make me different with him or her.

It really hurt to be hates by someone you love, or feeling that you less love than others. But I know that this world never be that cold. There so much love for me and for people around me. I don’t even need to search it because it’s all around. But sometimes it doesn’t show.

Now I try to forgive all bad thing I ever feel, every people I blame for what happen to me, and every blaming claim that people give to me for what I never did. Though it’s hard and stressful, I’ll try…

I think writing this message will release my hard feel. But it’s not yet… Thank you for supporting me, whoever you are, though you never show you affection to me…